Posted at 18:05 on 3 Jul 2008 by Pandora / Blake
I'm filming tomorrow with a private photographer whom I shoot with semi-regularly. He's been very kind to me in the past, including buying me my own Mason & Pearson hairbrush so it could be applied to my bottom during his shoots. We get on well and I always work hard to try and produce exactly the results he wants.
I've really been looking forward to tomorrow's shoot - I'll be being topped by one of my favourite female spankers, and the gorgeous Amy Hunter will be being punished alongside me. I've met Amy but never worked with her before, and given how long I've been crushing on her it seemed like the shoot would be enormous fun.
Why can these things are never as simple as they ought to be? I emailled the photographer when I got back from holiday to ask if there were any particular uniform items or props I should bring with me, and he named a few things including the Mason & Pearson brush he bought me. Great stuff - I love being spanked with it.
Except I can't find it anywhere.
I'd be devastated anyway - it was one of my favourite implements and I'd hate to have lost it. But it was a gift, and I need it for this shoot tomorrow. How will I show my face and admit to my photographer friend that I've lost the brush he bought me?
It normally lives in my toybox under the bed, but I noticed it wasn't there the last time I opened it. I assumed that Mr C must have accidentally packed it away in his implement bag the last time we used it. But he doesn't have it either, and I've searched high and low but I can't find it anywhere.
I haven't admitted this to my photographer friend yet - he's off email until tomorrow, so I was going to tell him when I arrived. He's a lovely chap and I'm sure he won't give me a hard time about it. But I know he'll be disappointed. And if I can't find it at all, I'll feel even worse.
Maybe I should suggest that I be punished, to show how sorry I am. I'd really rather not be - I hate being punished for "real" reasons. But I feel awful about losing this brush, and I can't afford to replace it. So perhaps it's the best option. But even if I can think of a suitable punishment to suggest, it won't replace the brush. :(