Start as you mean to go on

Posted at 00:42 on 6 Jan 2011 by Pandora / Blake

Tags: kink, Photos, porn production, shoot writeups, Thomas Cameron

Two days after telling you all that spanking hadn't been on the horizon much for Tom and I, the new year has already proved me wrong - and I couldn't be more delighted.

The midwinter break has done us both a bit of good. Yesterday I'd finally got round to booking some time (and a venue) to film a couple of custom clips for a client, based around stress exercises and enduring punishment positions. I was a bit nervous about the exercises, so I decided to boost my energy levels and pain threshold by doing a clip with Tom first for my own site.

I'd originally thought of doing a bog-standard schoolgirl scene, so as to minimise the amount of effort and emotional energy it would take, and not detract from the exercise clips. Once Tom and I got to brainstorming ideas, though, we decided we'd have far more fun with a mystical/sci-fi/office crossover. Yes, it was as random as it sounds. But we had a hell of a lot of fun with it - and it served its purpose, in giving me a good buzz with which to approach the custom pieces for my client.

To my relief, I was able to endure the stress positions for the full 15 minutes each, despite a lot of anxiety beforehand about whether it was a good idea given my back problems (and one or two stern looks from my physio). I like to think that the endorphines from my spanking immediately beforehand played their part. After all, kneeling on a wooden stool in extended cornertime is far more interesting if you've actually just been punished.

It was even more of a relief to complete the assignment given that the shoot had originally been scheduled for Tuesday, but had to be delayed by a day for reasons beyond my control. After spending the morning getting everything ready and then having to call it off before I got to shoot anything, I felt thwarted and frustrated by the delay, and began to feel that I'd never manage to shoot these damn clips. It was a real sense of achievement when I managed to survive both of them today without any further hitches.

But perhaps not being able to shoot on Tuesday was the best thing of all. Despite not being in a very kinky headspace lately, Tom had taken the time to gear himself up and get himself into the right mood to shoot a hot scene with me. When it was put on hold, I was mostly feeling down about it, but Tom's dominant (if tired!) energy was there to buoy me up again.

He made the offer that we could play anyway while we were preparing lunch. Originally, I felt so irritated about the shoot not going ahead that I turned him down - although I couldn't believe what I was saying, given how much I've missed playing with him lately. But we had lunch together, and once I felt a bit more relaxed I decided that although I needed to do a bit of work before my guest arrived in the evening to compensate for the wasted day, I would very much like a spanking if there was time.

There was time. And oh, I'm glad - it was quiet and loving and, well, not gentle exactly, Tom has a great oar of a hand, but very safe. I whimpered and tried not to squirm too much over his knee, and then I knelt up to arrange bolsters on the bed at his instruction, and melted a little bit when he started pulling his belt out through the loops of his jeans. (He teased me about that after the whipping, and I laughed. "Yeah, you don't even need to whip me, in fact. Just slide your belt out ... and slide it back in again ... and slide it out again...")

The belt was hard, but I knew it wasn't as hard as it could have been and I was grateful for that. By the end I was swallowing my cries as each stroke fell, absorbing them quietly, responding with murmurs and tiny bucks of my hips.

I wish we'd had time for more - but I went back to work with a smile on my face, contented and mellow. And I got everything I needed to done before I had to stop for the evening.

Two scenes in as many days; domestic spankings, a successful shoot and content for my site. Here's hoping this unexpectedly positive note sets the tone for 2011!


How lovely to read this post - so happy for you, and so much enjoyed being able to totally close my eyes and see both of you delicious creatures having a good time together.

I know you're sensitive about body stuff (I keep meaning to do a long reply to your body issues post, but I need to have enough emotional fortitude, myself, to do it right!) so I wanted to note that your breasts and bottom are looking very nom-worthy. I wish I could get you to see yourself the way I see you, darling!

Compliments from you immeasurably brighten 1am when I want to go to sleep but can't stop work until this clip has finished rendering! *render render render* *whirr whirr whirr*

Thinking about you instead is much more fun :) I'm actually feeling pretty chilled about my shape at the moment. For the last few days I've been exercising and not over-eating or over-drinking, and if I keep that up it'll either balance out over time, or it won't. If the latter, at least I'll know it's not for lack of healthy living :)

So glad to read of the two of you enjoying each other in both personal and professional settings.

And the pics are gorgeous! I don't normally go for bottom-only pictures, but the one with the ruler pushed all sorts of buttons for me. The contrast of the pale ruler and the flushed skin is electrifying. Mmm. [/perv]

Thankyou sweetheart! They're screengrabs - not bad, eh? My shiny new camera produces widescreen footage at a whopping 1920x1080px, which is one of the reasons my rendering is taking so long ... but I know that if I compress it down BEFORE editing rather than after, I'll have to redo all my work if I ever want to release DVDs.

My personal thing about the bottom shot is the ginormous thumbprint at the top :)

I've said it before and I will say it again (and probably again) what a glorious bottom.


Nice blog entry, nice pics. I also hope for you this play sets the tone for 2011. Good luck!

lovely bottom shot and oh so lovely purple knickers are they school simon.

TC and Ursus - thankyou very much indeed! After some rude comments about my weight on Twitter this morning the compliments are greatly appreciated.

Simon - no, it wasn't a school scene, as you'd know if you'd actually read the post ;) Purple school knickers would be pretty cool, though.

Sounds like a wonderful and at the same time very efficient day, Pandora! That ruler reminds me of of a certain scene... :-)

You really held the stress positions shown in the two pictures for 15 minutes each??? Wow, that is really tough! You definitely aren't in a bad condition.

My knees already turn red when I'm just kneeling on the bed for a while, kneeling on the wooden floor doesn't work for more than maybe one or two minutes! And standing on tiptoes can work for a while, but since my legs are the weakest part of my body it can also end with terrible cramps!

Ludwig and I had a wonderful and very delicious scene where he let me stand on tiptoes in front of a mirror for a spanking. Since I liked the position Ludwig decided to use it again some weeks later as a stress position and to challenge me a bit more by letting me stand further away from the mirror, leaning forward with my hands touching it. I held the position for as long as he wanted me to (two minutes?), but my legs started to shake terribly and I had cramps in my legs (and as far as I remember my hands got a bit numb, too). Ludwig made some comments about my trembling body in order to motivate me, and – well, I think you know me well enough to know where it ended. I didn't give up, but Ludwig realised that he couldn't let me hold the position for very long and I was totally frustrated afterwards and felt like he had made fun of my physical weaknesses (which of course never was his intention). We have never tried anything like that again...

So, you definitely have my utmost respect for having stayed in these positions for such a long time! :-)

am sorry i got it wrong but maybe you chould wear the purple knickers in your next school simon.

@Pandora: don't listen to anybody with stupid or rude comments no matter what topic. There is certainly nothing wrong with your body. Quite the contrary...

"I'm actually feeling pretty chilled about my shape at the moment."
What?! Huh?! Noooo!!
What makes the vids so sexy for me is not only the straining position, held for 15 minutes without a single break. But indeed your perfect shape! Like a marble sculpture from classical art. Thank you for being so beautiful, dear Pandora.
@Kaelah: the kneeling is worse than kneeling on a wooden floor. She kneels on a small stool that does not give support for her feet, thus stressing the knees more. I picked up this trick from RealspankingInstitute, where they do that a lot, leaving the girl kneeling for "an hour" or something, but actually shooting only one minute.

@ klient I see what you mean about Pandora looking like a classical statue. Something about the proportions, pale skin and flawlessness.

@ klient:
That's interesting and I get your point! But maybe the shape of my legs is a bit strange. I made a little experiment and it seems like both positions put a lot of pressure on my knees. When I'm kneeling on the floor, only my feet and my knees touch the floor (the part between these two spots doesn't) which makes it quite painful. And I can't shift my weight into the direction of my feet in order to decrease the pressure on my knees. When I'm kneeling on something that doesn't give support to my feet, at least my whole leg touches the wood. And I am able to shift my weight a bit. Hmm, I don't know whether the anatomy of my legs is somehow unusual... Well, but for me both positions are very painful (and my knees are horribly red after only a few seconds), so I wouldn't want to keep either of them for more than one minute. Pandora has my utmost respect! :-)

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