Posted at 14:04 on 6 Mar 2013
by Pandora / Blake
2013 has been a good year so far. Good, but busy. I'm always juggling several workloads, and honestly, I wouldn't have it any other way - I thrive on variety, and switching my focus regularly from project to project helps keep me fresh and motivated.
Since October I've been living alone in a spacious ground floor flat right on the north edge of London, an Edwardian conversion with a lovely garden. I love it. The flat; and the living alone, which suits me extremely well. I like inviting people back and then having the place to myself again. I like how once I've tidied it, it stays tidy until I mess it up. I like being able to just get work done until it's finished without having to worry about ignoring anyone. No doubt living with partners again is part of my future, but I can see myself staying here for a while, a couple of years at least.
Partly in order to afford the rent, I've been sessioning a lot the last few months. I've really connected with my dominant side recently, and I feel like I've finally found my voice as a top. Top sessions make me very, very happy. I enjoy switch dynamics with some clients, but for the most part what I want to do is top, top, top. The more I do it, the more it whets my appetite. It's the perfect outlet for the desires I can't express within my current relationships, and great training for playing top roles on video.
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