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Posted at 19:17 on 13 Sep 2012 by Pandora / Blake

A couple of weeks ago, Molly and I broke up. Actually I broke us: I broke hard limits, I betrayed trust, and I badly wronged people I cared for. I behaved unforgivably.

As a consequence I have a lot of hard thinking to do.

This has impacted my life professionally as well as personally. I don't see that I have any choice but to keep on updating Dreams of Spanking, and I'm not sure I want to put this blog completely on hiatus until I've found a way of talking about what happened. But on both sites, my inclination is to focus on other people's stories at the moment.

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Tags: Molly Malone

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Catching up

Posted at 23:36 on 11 Aug 2012 by Pandora / Blake

It's been a ridiculously busy couple of weeks. I'm still intending to finish telling you about my TASSP adventures, but in the meantime it feels like I'm having new adventures faster than I can tell them.

At the end of July Tom and I went away for a week, camped in a field, spent some time with Jacq, reconnected, recharged, and achieved some much-needed relationship healing. It was a long awaited, joyful and wholly necessary week, and I wish we could do it every month.

I got back the Monday before last, and it felt like I only had a couple of hours to turn my head around before diving back into work to catch up with video editing for Dreams of Spanking. I'm really enjoying the films I've been making this year and it's a pleasure to work on them, but right now I'm feeling the push of not having enough time to do them justice. Dreams of Spanking really needs me 7 days a week in order for me to feel like I'm putting enough work in, but that isn't compatible with doing other paid work, so I always feel like I'm short-changing it a bit. Never mind taking time away from it for unpaid commitments like a much-needed week in a field, or the new experimental feature film project I was shooting on location this week...

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Tags: Dreams of Spanking, kink, Molly Malone, private sessions, spanking parties, switching

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Evolution

Posted at 14:24 on 17 Jul 2012 by Pandora / Blake

Long long ago, in the mists of time, I defined my boundaries as a spanking professional. I'd decided early on that I wasn't comfortable offering private ('121' in scene lingo) sessions. The question of spanking parties helped me to resolve my boundaries more precisely.

I drew a line which was a compromise between my own comfort zone and that of my boyfriend D*, and the line was this: I wouldn't do any spanking work where the person paying me was paying to spank me. Being paid by the person who was spanking me was fine if the end product was a video or photo set, but if the end product was a sexy experience for the spanker, that was outside my personal comfort zone. Basically, I wanted to establish a professional identity as a performer, and not a personal service provider.

* I consulted Tom too; he had no preference and was happy for me to do whatever I wanted.

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Tags: D, kink, Molly Malone, Performers and producers, Photos, switching, Zoe Montana

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Birthday spankings

Posted at 21:21 on 5 Jul 2012 by Pandora / Blake

Happy birthday to me! Actually it was my birthday last week, and I'm happy to say that I spent it almost entirely away from the computer. The night before I enjoyed playing drinking/forfeit/spanking games with Molly and her friends, and on my birthday morning she treated me to a champagne breakfast in the sunny garden. The day was so warm that Molly, Pilot and I went for a dip in the cold brown river before putting me on a train to visit Tom... where more spankings, good food, good beer, presents and live music awaited me. It was a pretty much perfect day. Then I saw D and Jacq at the weekend for dressing up, debauchery, cuddles and my requested birthday threesome, which was just as much fun as I'd hoped it would be.

I was thoroughly spoiled when it came to presents - and perhaps it's indicative of my life these days that most of them were kinky. Molly gave me a handmade book of 'gift vouchers' allowing me to claim such luxuries as breakfast in bed, and various erotic favours, at times of my choosing. Tom gave me a little gorilla pod for my video camera, ideal for popping on top of bedside furniture to shoot homemade porn. D gave me a strap-on (!!!!!) including a dildo I picked out, and oh wow, I have enjoyed every minute of that these last few days. (Hopefully, so have Jacq and Molly.)

As for the birthday spankings... they all involved my new leather strap which I brought back from Texas, and which is my new favourite toy. I've been looking for something like it for years. It's wide, soft and you can use it full force without doing massive damage. I love it. It hurts, yes, but the pain is thick and warm, a huge thuddy impact that feels like being slammed into the floor. It makes your skin tingle and your gluts ache, and I could take it forever and ever.

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Tags: Dreams of Spanking, featured photos, kink, Molly Malone, seasonal spankings, strap, Thomas Cameron, Videos

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Molly and me

Posted at 16:05 on 14 Jun 2012 by Pandora / Blake

While Zoe Montana was in the UK earlier this year she told me about an old friend of hers who was a newcomer to the spanking scene, going by the name of Molly Malone, and whom she wanted me to meet. Molly and I managed to miss each other at various gatherings of Zoe's - sometimes by a whisker - but I was curious to see the pictures from her first photo/video shoot, which was with Northern Spanking. Zoe assured me that I'd want to shoot with her, and that we'd like each other. How right she was.

When Zoe headed back to Australia without having had the opportunity to make introductions in person, I took matters in my own hands and dropped Molly an email. We met up for drinks and dinner, and hit it off. It turns out we have lots more to talk about than just Zoe and spanking. Over the last few weeks I've really enjoyed getting to know her better, and our first shoot for my site Dreams of Spanking is scheduled for early next month. Our first full day shoot, that is; we've already filmed an informal little al fresco spanking clip, which is going up on the site this week.

So that's the bare bones of my acquaintance with Molly. It's hard to know how to describe more than that so publically, when it's all still so new. We've become play partners: that happened almost instantly. Lovers, too, I suppose I should own up to. I like her a lot. More than that...

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Tags: Dreams of Spanking, kink, Molly Malone, Performers and producers, Photos, Subbing to women, switching, Zoe Montana

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