The thing is that I can take the paddle well enough, the times I have, it's just that the sensation really *annoys* me. It's blunt, it's over the top, there's nothing subtle about it. It doesn't make me feel more malleable and vulnerable and submissive - it makes me feel irritable. And yet, I fantasise about it more than any other implement. I have no idea what that's about.

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