I'm so sorry to hear that things happened this way. I see this was written about 10 days ago, so I'm sorry I'm late with responding. Today, something in my gut - call it intuition - told me to go to Pandora's blog and read. I just wish I'd gotten here sooner. As always, if you need to talk or write, I'm happy to offer an ear, or a shoulder, advice, or whatever you might need from me. Take care of yourself and I hope you can forgive yourself. Realize this is key, regardless of whatever else happens. Best Regards, Quai