Spanking, and more specifically, caning is something that I have fantasised about from a very early age. I would be told of how corporal punishment would take place at school in the olden days and I would genuinely wish that I was back there to experience it. I also vividly remember being fascinated by reading Roald Dahl's autobiography "Boy", where it spoke of many caning experiences, and whilst my teacher and the people around me in my class would say it was sick and wrong, the idea of it happening to me excited me, and as an 11 year old at the time, I couldn't put my finger on it as to why that was. When two or three years later I discovered internet pornography of many different sorts, I was amazed to find that spanking and caning pornography was in such quantity, and as I've pursued those clips, it has actually been of significant comfort to me that there is in fact an entire community behind spanking. I still feel that I need to keep my fetish to myself and also remain anonymous on places like here as I fear that my job would be in jeopardy if I was fully out in the open as society is clearly not accepting of the alternative (yet consented) fetishes. My sexual orientation is actually completely straight. I would always want my sexual partnerships to be with a woman rather than a guy, and yet my interest in spanking is in many respects genderless. I've never been able to get my head around it. Much though I would one day love to have a partner I could be caned by or cane, I am doubtful that I will ever manage to live out the fantasy. What I can say though is that I can satisfy this sexual caning desire by being able to watch videos of consenting people doing this in the internet and that enables me to live a happy and fulfilled life the rest of the time. If I weren't able to do this and if it weren't for lovely, incredible and strong people like Pandora, who stands up for her beliefs and liberties, and in fact the liberties of many others too (myself included), there would be so many good people living life in the dark feeling that there is something wrong with them. The awareness is so important - being unaware is a comparable to carrying a burden, and if you carry the burden for too long, it will get dropped eventually, and who knows what chaos that could cause! I know that anything that is unconsented or carried out on vulnerable people is wrong, and I would never force that on anyone but these films made by the online sites are all with consenting adults and allow viewers to experience a piece of their sexual fantasy that they may never otherwise experience in a safe environment, and thus live their everyday public lives in happiness.