Posted at 14:00 on 7 Sep 2021
by Pandora / Blake
It was the last scene of the day, and John Osborne asked me to do a caning scene for Triple A Spanking nude on the cross. It was a reformatory scene with me in trouble with the warden and we mentioned the premise that I'd had to walk naked through the snow to get to the punishment block! (luckily we didn't shoot this, would have been tricky given it was August)
I brought my own cane but John let me pick and I selected one of his which was shorter and stiffer than mine, very thick, looked like it would give a good thud, and not be too hard.
I was really nervous cos I'd already been paddled a lot that morning and had got my endorphin high and then had a break to direct a film I wasn't in, so my high had worn off. In my experience, this means that sometimes playing again a second time is much more painful cos the endorphins don't kick in as strongly the second time.
John gave me the option of a warm-up with hand and strap but it was the end of the day and I was quite tired, and I wanted the drama of vivid stripes, so I suggested doing it cold instead. We negotiated 24 cold strokes, the last 6 all in a rush.
I am an idiot!
I asked for the first stroke 5/10 and to gradually ramp up. It definitely wasn't 5/10. More like 8 and stayed there throughout the punishment! I thought it was just because of the timing and expected the caning to get easier, which it slightly did around halfway, but it was still incredibly hard - judicial strength.
What I hadn't realised was that John's cane was a special tohiti cane, as I realised when I saw its twin on the makers' website yesterday.
"These leather-handled prison canes are made of Tohiti, which is much heavier and less flexible than either Kooboo or Dragon cane. Tohiti canes are used in prisons across Asia including the much publicised Singapore prisons. These canes start at 12- 14 mm thick going up to 16-18mm thick and will cause bruising and welts. As such, they are for experienced players only."
No wonder it hurt!
I couldn't stay quiet and yelled throughout the punishment, and I had to call cut twice to get a breather. Nonetheless, I was too macho to ask John to go lighter. Instead, I was determined to take what he had to give. As I said, I'm an idiot.
However I got some beautiful stripes and a vegan salted caramel Magnum afterwards, so I was a happy masochist :)
My only regret is that it was for his website and not Dreams of Spanking. Clearly, I'm going to have to do it all again! Send in your Judicial caning scenarios on a postcard.
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Posted at 14:00 on 21 Sep 2020
by Pandora / Blake
Do you ever read a novel and think, this author is clearly kinky?
I read a lot of sci fi and fantasy. I've started to get quite good at diagnosing the secret fetishes of the author from the way they write. Either these authors are deliberately dropping Easter eggs for like-minded pervs, or they're in the closet and revealing their kink without meaning to.
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